heart does thing in reason,reason can't understand

2009-01-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

I had a dream. A very stupid clumsy and confusing dream. It was e first time for me to dream of my school mate. The dream is very vague in my mind. I couldn't remember it well. Not at all. Losing memory bit by bits. Just couldn't gather e information together. I have no clue why this happens. So i think, think hard, very hard, still couldn't break through e barrier. Something stopping me. Guess there's a tumor in my head that absorbing all e "nutrient" information from sharing with e rest of e brain. The selfish tumor. Only keep e good ones for himself. Keeping it secretly, no one would ever had a chance to get to it. Even if they do, they will be tired and by e time they got e information they won't have enough time to carry e info back. That's how powerful e tumor work. It will torture them until they're almost at e edge of life. That's pathetic. I hear my friend's alarm ringing. It's time to stop and get ready for a new journey. Bon Voyage mates(includes me).

Cheers. see you at e end of the week maybe.

2008-12-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Here i'm writing this is my third day to shangri-la to work as a waiter. I realize my frequency to harbour front has been increased significantly. My reason of not noticing it might be because of those bunch of guys i've came to know there. They're real group of funny guy. My potential group of new China friends. Throw vulgar as and when they feel like. It's like getting to know e knowledge of charge. Our topics conversation are revolving around. From e stuff talks to nonsense talks. The whole day revolving. I don't understand, it doesn't get tired of those talks though. Maybe every second there's an update of new happening things going on and on. It's like a a lively circle of RASA resort(i am not sure about others resort). Meanwell, today's work is pretty suck. Im very not satisfied with e leader today. The black indian. He's a biased faggot and also a naggy idiot freak. Such a failure he is. Oofs.. nasty guy. bye.

2008-10-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

I told myself i'll stop that.. no actually, it suppose to be i gotta stop it. I'm struggling within myself. This is a very awful feeling if you would know because you're gonna regret it immediately and that is really just so sucks! For god sake. What should i do?I've no clue at all. Damn...

Anyway this entry is dedicated to an elder friend of mine, Ah Man. I'm sorry to hear that you lost your brother. For whatever reason he's gone now and hope that won't sadden you further more because that's his ultimate choice(i don't know if this is a proper way to say though). Oh well you'd told us how close was your brother and you. The way you describe him when you carried his ashes with you and when you saw him in e coffin really remind me of how i was once used to be like that. I carried my Pa ashes on my hand and indeed i don't feel terrified at all. Instead it felt a familiar somehow. I think that's because after all that was my Pa's ashes. The one that give me life indirectly.

So lesson learned. I'll never forget that moment. I'll take time to embrace him for his greatness. Everyone who knows him adore and give him respect because he was such a man that who is willing to lend a helping hand to those who are in need, by risking! That's how my Dad earn his respect from others.

Wow, holiday's isn't gonna be so great i suppose because i am seem to be under some school curfew. Who knows what's gonna happen e next min. I am just waiting anticipately. I believe it will definitely be a great one if i really allow to dare myself to try something new. I like it by the way.

18th Years of Life

2008-09-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

Today is a very special day for me. If i will be successful in my life starts from today. Right now, kicked off from two hours ago. My God Father told me once "everything that i do will affect whole of my life once i turn eighteen". So he advised me to think twice before i do anything. It is the quality in my life that's count, not the quantity. Life can be sum up by three words - It goes on...

So today i'm officially turning eighteen. It is a moment of prestige, a moment where i should take times to embrace my Mum's love for me, to show my graditure for her and also my "Angel Father". Eighteen years seem short but it took me a long way for me to perserverance to become who am i today, even though is not a perfect one. What i really wanna accomplish this year of my eighteen years life is simply still appearing vague in my mind. Actually is too vivid thats why it is very vague in a way. First day of turning three quarter adult life so there is definitely a need for me to take precaution of everything. The awareness has to be higher for me than before. Also needs to make amentment on my bad habits. So Cheerio Myint.

So far i've received two presents. A shirt and a wish material from Liu Chang and Wu Yi Yang respectively. Also a wave of blessing from Aunty Ding,Seet and Shark. I am pleased that I've come to know all of em(includes some i didn't name). They add colour in my drawing. I've gradually becomes a colourful piece of worthy drawing. I'm a greety person so i'll look forward to receiving more of presents haha. So HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY Myint. You're getting older..

Snow Queen

2008-09-14T14:37:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted, uneasy and yet there's some excitement growing. I'm in pain, my heart is in pain, as if e "heart" isn't my own. It is someone else one that has live it in mine wrongly. The strange thing is there's no particular thing happen to me recently. Suppose is the "Snow Queen" that has got me affected. I like e play so much. Guess thats because i can somehow relate to the play. A romance but a very sad ending play. Not only is the play makes things interesting but its also the actor. Their skill of acting is just marvelous. I surrender. Probably a bit too emotional. I can't stop thinking about it. I don't know why. Exam is around the corner and i'm still so into this. Hopeless.

I'm rushing.. so.

Summary of e missing post

2008-09-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

It is raining now. I've missed so many of my daily/weekly reflection. I'm not familiar with my own blog now. That is a terrible move i know. And on top of that i'm having a flu right now.

I just finished watching a korean series 15 minutes ago. Named "snow white". Not the common fairy tale "snow white" which everybody knows, but the korean ones. They've got some area in common though. First impression, i really like that. It totally talking about the kind of love scene i like. Completely struck me and im wholly obsessed to it.

Well the reason i've not been here is simply because .. iam lazy, yes lazy. So you could call me Mr Lazy right now and not others name. Thats not funny. My most recent activities - went to Bintan(Indonesia) for a holiday during the fall(September) break. Love it. I found myself liking traveling gradually. I really like the feeling of bouncing around at different places, trying difference things out. Experiencing life that is likely to be called e "HOLY" life. I like that. It's terrific. It has became my dream of traveling around. I want to meet people. Get to know em and became friend with em. I want to meet great guys and girls around the world. Guess i'm living because of that. I live for my dream.

I'll post more about my past post next time. I'll try not to be lazy. I'm really tired..

Summary of e missing post

2008-09-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

blogging

2008-07-31T20:29:00.003+08:00

actually i started writing blog is because i was and am still inspired by someone who wrote and display e blog in so simple and yet beautifully plus some element of creativity language. she's HOLLY. i don't really consider myself knows her but really i like the way she writes it thats all. i don't know how i god to her blog. maybe its just God's will?who knows.

so my point is i am starting to write blog now haha. thanks credits to this "holly" person.

cheerio!

2008-07-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

How far should a person go in the name of love? Be it any kind of love. Consider..

2008-07-18T17:28:00.002+08:00

Its just another recount of being lazy.. its causing some serious trouble lately.

I always support e NATO party which is a disaster.

2008-07-16T01:19:00.001+08:00

Its always good to try new stuff but not ADDICTED to it.

Regardless of what one does, addiction will only brings negative effect.

Will i Fall for you, again?

NO. I don't think so this time. What i know is i'll definitely get over it, because i'll have to learn to pick myself up.

I SWEAR I WON'T. I PROMISE in Dad's name.

My Dad is more than anything to me. I'll never see him again. Never...

Tears fall...as iM writing this.. Sorry Dad for everything.

PS: I LOVE YOU DADDY.

Cheers!

2008-07-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

rain. something people hate it. i don;t really like it too. But now i need rain

i needa walk in e rain. i need to get refresh.

bye im off now. its raining"D

cheers!

2008-07-11T05:23:00.002+08:00

this departing conversation sound crazy.

htay: hey after tonight, guess you got a new name

me : haha yeah right, i am sure haha

htay: loser. that will be it for now until you get me down

me : yah yah

htay: thanks for e match. bye

me : oh, you're welcome. thanks for e name anyway. bye

this LOSER really hit me i guess. i'm what he just said right now. i feel like iam, just ...

anyway this weird feeling is just for now. and this name definitely a temporary case because what i do is to go against him. just like we were born to be enemy(good soul btw). its just kinda going funky between us,old friend. haha

STRONG ROOT! wish i could emphasize on e two words by playing in my mind over and over again just to constant remind me of it, like a tattoo that stays with me 4ever.anytime i am unbalanced again, it would just appear to remind and correct me to e path where iam suppose to go, where i belong.

PS: some background info on htay

stands 1.75m with a mass of 73kg(heavy but guess its muscle serving as metal). With pretty boy face i suppose. this bastard is confident for sure(i know him too well) rich. strong. has got chest,unfortunately no pacs but gigantic tummy fats?haha(trying hard to get ride of it). thats about all.

Honestly e only thing i like and want about him is to have more "confident".

Be confident alright myint!

Photographer's comparison!

2008-07-01T13:01:00.001+08:00

This is the work of a professionally trained photographer...

Lets compare it with an amateur photographer's work

Oh well. The color may not look very aesthetic but its still comparable with the professional ones. Will that serves as a form of compliment? Haha

Canada's attraction!

2008-06-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

What on earth is happening to Canada these days! Is Canada attracts CHINESE or the other way round, Chinese is attracted by Canada? Thats some sort of fascinating story. Basically a few China friends of mine, they're using Singapore as a stepping stone so that they can get familiar with English. Afterall english is used commonly world wide these days. Fundamental english basic helps! Speak proper english please, not SINGALISH or whatever others __lish . because thats terribly sucks!

I wish Canada could be in one of my "must travel"backpacking list. I would actually very much love to go visit em someday during my school life. Guess Canada is a hotbed for HOT chicks and that will be my only attraction"D haha jk. anyway,

WISH ALL BEST FOR FRIENDS WHO ARE GOING CANADA. Fie brother, San San Gao, Mu Sen-dude, Zhang Jun(maybe) CHEERS GUYS!

Get Smart!

2008-06-25T01:34:00.003+08:00

It's dearly a hardly time to get up early for school when you only have like, say 4 hours of sleep.

Survey has shown every human being should get at least 6-8 hours of sleep everyday to replenish what had been utilized. And suppose to sleep by 12 midnight.

So in my case, 4 hours of sleep does it means i am only half human, half of something else? haha. thats not possible:> sorry just a bad joke.

GET SMART is NICE! Full of laughter. If you're looking for comedy plus some excitement in the movie, i am going to strongly emphasize on "GET SMART".

Please don't just judge by its look. Looks can be deceiving. Bare that in mind!

Post-Holiday Mood

2008-06-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

School starts. It's the first day of term 3 but didn't attend. No PARTICULAR reasons just don't have the mood for school yet. Probably "HOLIDAY" is still sinking in my blood. Will someone save me from drowning, please? ha

I'm just so tired of everything. I used to love what i do and now i feel like a complete HACK. A failure instead.

People learn from failure. I wish i could comprehend the connotation-hidden message"D haha

Cheers!

hi bloggers and readers

2008-06-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

alright! This is obviously my first entry since a few days ago i signed up for blogspot"D

so HI TO BLOGGER! "D i don't wish to write too much for e first post so i'll just do some touch up on e ULTRA MEGA fun and exciting holiday i've been through so far. come to think of it, its in fact really my first holiday like this,so much fun!! first i attended a few chalets. then went to AUR ISLAND. i had so much of first time experience trying NEW stuff at e fantastic AUR island. i can't help it, i would love to go back there. its indeed a luxury place for relaxing and enjoy e touch of winds! and now.. i need a sleep, tight sleep ! e bottom line is... im stopping"D

cheers!

2008-06-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

Another vacation. Different anticipating. Hoping for a different turn out. As usually, i travel four stip from home to one of my best buddy house. Similar distance but it took longer than i expected. The 'short' journey was long. It prolong to an extend that i lost my patience. Every trip i learn and gain different experiences. Hoping this trip would push me closer to be a person who i wish to be, a person who's more mature in thinking and speech and the action too perhaps.

Phone with mum. Kinda funny, i like e humor that sparks between us. It's funny when i flirt'chat' with mum. The feeling is awesome. It's fraction sensitive and yet enjoyable. I don't know how other's see things but i seem to see things in a different perspective. Following a strict pattern, no sign of 'thinking out of e box' at all. Like an old fashioned way. I hate it sometimes. Being too honest, make me losing e sense of humor. I wish i could crack a joke out of no where when everything seems to be boring.. okay okay OR when things getting worse. I don't mind to have a little joke to make everyone at ease. Who knows it'll be much better than just go with e situation. I wish i could turn out different. What im hoping for every trip is that i could be a different person, afterall, i want to keep myself update in e world today. I like it when e situation goes with me sometimes, only for a instant moment, im satisfied. Instead of i go with e situation. I shall pray for this. My next destination, Beijing & Australia in 2009"D. MOST IMPORTANTLY, my O's Level Examination"D.

"Hey, Work hard next year"D That's what your dad wants to see"D" by Angelita voices.

2008-06-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

The first day of Indonesia trip. I had to take nausea medicine to prevent myself getting dizzy. Additional to make it more efficient, i slept through e whole journey. It was raining there, almost whole day i heard. Well good point is we're able to switch to balcony room whereby we were actually given to a normal room without balcony at first. Rain rain rain, shine shine shine. So we decided to go and swim....